
Come on, how could I not baby these boys?

I am very guilty of babying my kids beyond the point of necessity. For example, I got up in the middle of the night every night and gave Max a bottle until he was 14 months old. Yeah, I know, ridiculous. I want to say lesson learned but I could feel myself heading in the same direction with Micah. I guess it hit me when I was reading a Parents Magazine article about mistakes we make as parents. One of the big mistakes was tending to your child at every little whimper or fuss in the middle of the night. I completely did this with Max and I do it now with Micah. So last night I decided I was going to change. Every time Micah woke and fussed I just laid in bed and waited a minute. To my surprise, he not only didn't starve to death, he went right back to sleep. Who knew. Now the next thing to change is putting Micah in his nursery because he is still sleeping in his bassinet at 6 months old. I am just finishing weaning him so I know its time to move him. I think these things are so hard for me because I know I am not having any more kids and its so final. No more babies sleeping next to me in their bassinets. No more bonding through breastfeeding. I don't think it matters how many kids you have, one of them has to be the last one and I think its normal to feel a sadness that these precious little moments are over. Jason made fun of me recently when I switched Micah to a bigger diaper size and came out of the nursery holding his little diaper and said with tears in my eyes, "we will never have this little of diaper in our house again." I think I was hormonal but still. Its fun to watch them grow and discover the world but its hard at the same time. I guess that's why we take a million pictures of our kids. So we can capture all of those great moments that seem to pass so quickly. I am truly blessed to have them!