Neglecting the blog

Wow have I been neglecting the blog the last week and a half. Sorry about that. It has been a little hectic. Last weekend we went to two funerals and I didn't feel much like doing anything cheery after that. The week was a bit busy with work. Tuesday I dropped the boys off at Jason's mom's house and met Jason down in Grand Rapids. He has a homeland security conference he is attending so I decided to get away for a night. I saw a plastic surgeon down there tuesday afternoon. I really like him and have decided I am going to go ahead with surgery. We just need to call and schedule. I am excited and a little nervous. Jason's step dad Don told me he was going to do some photoshop for me with different options I might like. He was joking of course. He thought I should go with the Madonna cone look. I told him no thanks. After that Jason and I went out to dinner with some friends from work who are also attending the conference. Wednesday I met a friend at the mall and did a little shopping before I headed back to get the boys. It was fun to get away but I missed the boys terribly. I am really terrible at leaving my kids. Poor Kathy was really tired of hearing from me after the 3 time I called her to check on the boys. I don't worry about them really, I just miss them and wonder what they are up to. Its funny that you long for time by yourself and then when you have it, you don't know what to do with it. Wednesday morning Jason left the hotel a little after 7. I went down to the pool, came back packed up my stuff showered and then went to breakfast. When I got back I still had an hour before I needed to leave for the mall. I was bored out of my mind. I was pacing watching the clock. I should have brought a book with me I guess. Anyway, it was good.